Friday, July 12, 2002

impossible
i have no clue how i've been doing this all week, but i have not been sleeping at all. i slept 3 hours last night, 4 the night before, 4.5 the night before, 3 before that. how am i staying awake? am i just barely skirting my eventual and unavoidable physical collapse? i feel fatigued and unmotivated, but somehow i keep going. i should just stay up all night tonight. thats not going to happen. hopefully i wasnt lied to a second time and the hordes will actually be playing tonight. i wonder if there is going to be 'beer friday' at work today. what i'm really looking forward to is saturday friday. thats where you wake up friday morning and go back to sleep because you're just going to pretend its saturday. that would be rad. ahhhh, when i am king ...