Wednesday, September 25, 2002

oh to wake up pissed
I've seriously been entertaining the idea of riding the bus to work. its free for christs sake -- for me anyway. i was watching repo man the other day and there's this guy in that movie who comes to the conclusion that "the more you drive the stupider you are" which sounds completely crazy, but makes perfect sense. in the average week i spend like 10 hours in my car with no outside stimuli at all. i go on autopilot, zone out, listen to some cd i've listened to 800 times before and get wherever it is i'm going. on the bus you are free to observe. you're free to read. you're free to think. maybe this conclusion is naive since i've never actually had to ride the bus regularly, but i freaking HATE driving. i would probably be a lot more pleasant without the ever present aggrivation of the road in my blood.

p.s. i hate suv's. if you dont live on a ranch, own a horse, go offroading, kill things, or tow something you dont need an suv. "i have kids" is not an excuse. swallow your pride and buy a minivan retard, you've already ruined your social life by having kids, the mini van isnt going to hurt your 'coolness' now. you probably wear tevas and polar fleece anyway. asshole.

food
tasha, thanks for dinner last night. you're a pretty boss chick. i even have left overs. rad.

... and silence is golden my friend. you know what i'm talking about.

lullaby
yep, that book freaking rules. the chapters are really short too so it feels like you're accomplishing stuff when you're reading it. i love that. chuck palahniuk is now officially the guy i am modeling the rest of my life after. i am convinced the man is a genius. he needs to just write a book of theories. all of his books have these little tidbits of INSANE wisdom in them. he needs to just distill them all and put them in one cumulative text. the world would change in a day, it's guaranteed ... that is, if the world read.

selah.