Tuesday, November 05, 2002

the archival qualities of my blog
so i went back and read through the archive of what i've written in here last night and i find most of it utterly hilarious. i read things and i think "oh yeah, i wrote that when (blank)." whats really funny to me is that now that its all in the past and i only vaguely remember most of it, i can see it for the utter randomness that it is. the things that seemed sort of vague to me back then now seem completely random and like utter nonesense. this is my life. filled with what everyone else must percieve as utter nonsense. i love that. so yeah ... uh ... this thing is going to continue to be random. and more vague too, if only for the purpose of entertaining myself later. word

last night i went to see Grieving The Days To Come. those guys are really good. i really like the guitar parts lee comes up with. there was hardly anyone there and there was some deaf(?) and drunk dude there. i think he was a bum. he was all about it though. swinging his arms in the air, dancing (sort of), getting run into. i didnt want anyone to mess with him because he seemed pretty harmless, but then he ran into me and i kinda wanted to beat his face into the floor. i hate bums. he did pay to get in though, so he must be a pretty well off bum or something. yeah.

oh ... and i ate pizza and drank beer with jamund too. well, jamund didnt drink beer, i did. only one though. nothing goes better with hardcore than jamund, pizza and beer. also slurpees, slurpees go good with hardcore too. i think jamund left last night shortly after he showed up though. i told him i was going to punch him in the stomach after he threw pizza crust at me. he must have feared for his life. and rightly so. bastard.

carey fegel showed up right as grieving went on. she was in an untimely good mood. that was weird. we talked a bunch of nonsense, she made a bunch of her signature crude remarks. we all laughed really hard. then we all left. the strange thing is, i think careys charm is in her blunt tactlessness. its beautiful. carey is amazing. "YO! WE'RE TO SEE YOU BROKEN! WHICH ONE OF YOU DICK PIGS IS GOING TO SUCK MY FRIEND OFF?!?! GO!" i love that girl.

after the show i went to charlies with melissa. charlies is my new pick of late night food eatery. its cooler than dennys, less smoky than beths and less of a shit hole than the hurricane. my trip last night was rather uneventful. melissa is smitten with some boy, but i didnt say that. she talked to nick on the phone the whole time we were there and during this conversation concluded that it is going to cost me an arm and a leg to fix SOMETHING ELSE on my car. damned car. i'm going to start taking the bus.

wow, that was a lot. work is boring. i'm covering for my boss today. i'm starving too. listening to white pony. say what you want about the deftones, but if its bad you're an idiot.

uwajamaya milk shakes sound heavenly right now.